confusion racks the space between my ears
and i begin to consider the worst of every situation
the worry and pain can only bring me tears
as i have messed it up even more than i anticipated to begin with
i just want a way out
when i had one yesterday but then todays dissappointment sent me running back
im now exactly what i hated to begin with
and i wish i had never done anything.
i want to tell him never mind
but i don't want to hurt him.
so im stuck. with no way out.
and just want to sleep forever
not deal with tomorrows problems
not worry, not fret, not get sick of being in regret

and yes i do regret this final move ive made
bc im sorry i just don't see the point
in you being with me.