I'm so lost; in the depths of my reality. It's so different; the mistakes me make, the risks we take. I'm so lost. The chaos must not be gone. What life would we live? If we were truly happy; what else would there be? I'm so lost; in this realm of confusions. I'm not; I'm not completely here. I see what I want to see and care for whats not fair. I'm not there.