Its really hard in life. Its hard to love somebody when you never felt loved or even know how to love somebody. Is hard to try someting new when you dont even know how to began. Its hard to trust somebody when all they do is hurt you. Its hard to have a conversation when somebody else disagrees with you. Its really hard to be yourself when somebody sees you different. Its really hard to be happy when all you think about is the stuff that has hurt you. Its hard to have fun when all somebody does is think about the outcomes. Its hard to be honest when nobody believes you. Its hard to get the things you want when nobodys getting them for you. Its really hard to explain something about yourself when no one knows the begning.