Worth Saving

I'm hating myself for staring at the phone
I'm bleeding your fears
and crying your words
you assured
You made me feel insecure
to make me stay
But all you did
was push me away
I'm wondering now-
Was i alone all along?
So long,
I waited for you to realize
what you've done to me
I cried and you just stared at me
Now it's over.
Does it scare you to death
when you feel theres nothing left
cause i was worth saving.