i'm missing you

After all that has gone down
Being brave is something I’ve learned to fake
Careful not to tell a soul
Daringly I trusted you
Enlightened with your responses
Fate was nice to me
Graciously told you lots
How was I to know
I had just met one of the most amazing person
Just one person
Knew it all
Lots of people teased
Many had no idea
None except for you
Oviously I didn’t trust many
Please keep it all a secret I said
Quickly you were to say you would
Realizing you were a true friend
Scared I got
Turning to you was all I did
U were there so many times
Violent I get sometimes but you always calmed me
Why were you so nice when I know I wasn’t always
Xpecting so much I am sorry
Y did I push you away
Zero moments with you were horrible
Always best friends!