It's Just Me

August 17, 2010
By britles93 BRONZE, Sewell, New Jersey
britles93 BRONZE, Sewell, New Jersey
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It’s Just Me
Lately I’ve been depressed
And I don’t know why
Do you think I’m being selfish?
Because things aren’t flying by
I just want to fit in the crowd
Instead of standing alone
Way back since I was a child now I’m fully grown
I have no one to look up to
Just don’t feel loved
But I know god is here with me shining up above
It’s so hard for me to be happy
Because I don’t have the things I want
Everyone keeps telling me it’s not about that
However who wants to be broke
My heart is in pain
No one understands my pain
I try to get them to feel me
But they all think I’m insane
I’m tired of being depressed
And sad all my life
But the things I want and need
Are just all so far apart
Each day I dread to wake up
Because all I do is cry
I have nothing to look forward to
Only an empty house
Just quiet as a mouse
Now and days all I do is think
Just ready for school to start
So I don’t have to think
I hope it goes fast
So my life can began to shine
Because right now I’m fallen to pieces
If only there was a way that I could be with you
And finish school and get my license
But it’s not
After all the things I did
Is this how my life is repaid
I just want you in my arms
And to hold me the way you do
Because when I’m away from you
I am lost in the sky blue
I know you feel the same
And I hate for it to be this way
If only people knew
The thing that makes me happy
It’s only YOU!!!!
Every second, minute, hour
I think of you
Wondering when is the next time I get to see you
I can’t wait any longer
I think I’m going to explode and give everything to you
I did except
I am not with you
I just want to get back to the old me
Where I wasn’t so sad and depressed
I want to be that teenager
Who wants to be the best
I work so hard to give things my all
Now I’m ready for my reward
But I have nothing at all


The author's comments:
I was inspired to write this because i want to go out and explore life and just live it but things are holding me back.

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on Sep. 18 2010 at 8:53 pm
britles93 BRONZE, Sewell, New Jersey
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Awwl thanks

that's what i keep telling myself but sometimes it's just so hard to think things will get better but i keep trying :-)


on Sep. 14 2010 at 5:03 pm
dream..catcher.. BRONZE, Dream Landing, Maine
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Favorite Quote:
"Never frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.."

"The best things in life are unseen, that's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, and dream.."

"Normal is only a mode on a washing machine.."

i understand where you are coming from. my best friend..my world..left me last year to go to a sykward. i didnt know where she was,,or is she was okay, the only thing people would tell me was that she was gonna be gone for a while. i was so scared and so sad. i spent the last half of the school year deppresed. feeling as if without her i was nothing, but i realized that i was something. that there was more to life that what i was allowing my eyes to see,,alowing my heart to feel. though things get pertty dreary sometimes i promise things will work out. [:


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