Confusing Thoughts

confusing thoughts cloud my mind
making it hard to think clearly
I can't make any right decisions
only the ones I don't need to

everything I thought was right isn't
it's all different now and
I can't make make the right choices
my mind is stuck on the bad

I want what I can't have
and it kills me to know that I can't have it
it makes everything harder then it needs to be
but my heart won't make it better

it chose the one that's far away
the one I can not have
it's caused me the pain of wanting him
and the wonder of how it would be