i still...

There’s not a day that goes by that
I don’t wish your suicide was a lie..
There’s not a day that goes by I don’t
remember all those slow songs, me
with my arms around your neck and
you holding me close and tight.
There’s not a day that goes by I don’t
miss that, a feeling of not wanting to
ever let go...there’s never a moment
I don’t ask why you had to die..
There’s not a day that I don’t
think of how wrong everything went,
why couldn’t it all just stay right??

There’s not a day that goes by I
don’t miss your smile and laugh.
Or the way you always got me to
laugh! =)
not a day goes by that I don’t
wonder who you’d be today...
Not a day goes by that I don’t
understand why you couldnt just stay...

I still remember every little kiss.
I still remember every little thing.
I still remember how when I was with you
everything felt just like perfect bliss..
I still remember all the smiles and laughs
you used to bring.
I still remember that first day.
I still remember everything you used to say.
I still wish...
For everything I still miss...





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natashajeanne1021 said...
Sept. 16, 2010 at 7:57 pm
thanks guys it really means a lot that you read and liked this poem...i really appreciate it and im sorry it made you cry =( i know that its a good thing but it for some reason makes me feel bad 
 
Stephanie B. said...
Aug. 29, 2010 at 2:50 pm
I honestly dont know. Its really good. It made me cry a little. It is written beautifully
 
Thesilentraven This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Aug. 28, 2010 at 5:29 pm
A beautiful poem, and a wonderful narrative of love and loss and joy and sorrow and old memories and fresh pain. I applaud you for writing this piece.
 
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