My mind keeps going different directions
as I try to figure out what to say.
Anxiety fills my heart tonight
and the sky is the deepest shade of gray.


He's like the Freddy Kruger of my dreams,
killing me every night.
I wake up as if it were real
and you can tell I put up a fight.


I can't walk the street alone at night
because of an everlasting fear.
I could be there one moment
and in the next, I'd disappear.


I feel like I'm turning into a schizophrenic
who is always fearing for her life.
Who would ever think I would be this afraid
to be somebody's wife.


When I dream I see
all the evil in his eyes.
After seeing all my tears
I thought he would stop with all his lies.


But the scars he gave me
only kept growing deeper.
I used to cry too loud at night
so I became a silent sleeper.


After a while I said no
I won't put up with all this pain.
I used to feel hurt,
but now I'm going insane.


I want to scream please somebody help me,
help me out of this dismay.
His memories are haunting me
and I can't get them to go away.