I think about your mistake everyday,
I analyize it everyway,
I try not to make it look so bad,
But the memory itself just makes me sad.

I can never change what you did to me,
I will have to deal cause its just gonna be,
There are no other opions or decisions to make,
The act was done and my smiles are fake.

I had trusted you with everything and now I see I was wrong,
Because you helped youself to everything,
Now a piece of me is gone.
You took my gift and now your living on your own.
While in sitting in NY and Im writting this all alone.

I have so much to say to you but I dont know what to say,
I wish I cold erase it and just make it go away.
I want my friends and my life back, yes I do want it today.
But I cant even sleep at night all I do is lay.

You were so close to me, so damn right it hurts.
To cover up the memories would take more then a billion shirts,
I still have to deal with you forever and on,
But im gonna keep walking, taking one step at a time.