since the fire i havent been the same. things happen for a reason ,but i really cant explain why. sometimes i sit in the bathroom and just think. i can sit for about a half an hour and just think about stuff. not really thinking bout much. i even stare off. just idle. why are people so inconsiderate when it comes to others? the moon just disappeared into the night sky. sometimes i wish i could disappear for just a moment, go somewhere to think and clear my mind. then reappear like the sun ready, bright, and fresh to start a new day.