i wish this wasn't happening,
i wish it wasn't true...
the fact that he is tearing
apart me and you.
you're sitting there in tears,
and i'm dying inside.
if only all this fighting
was a figment of my mind.
but the truth is that it's real,
there's nothing we can do
about all he does
that keeps changing me and you.
all that happens anymore
is madness and all this pain.
it's convinced you to think of me
as being way too vain.
i know that everything
isn't all about me,
but you're opening my eyes
to let me see
how mean i really am,
though all i do is try...
but all my friends are hating me
and i have no clue why.
best friends 'til the end
is turning to a ghost,
and you're turning away...
the friend i love the most.