So many reasons I want to die,
So many reasons to say goodbye,
There is so much I never got to say,
There are so many regrets at the end of this day,
So many things you will never know,
So many reasons why I’ve been feeling so low,
I’d love to explain it but I don’t have any time,
I’ll be in hell by the midnight chime,
I tried to be good so you would never get mad,
I tried to be happy so you wouldn’t get sad,
I tried so hard to keep the courage to live,
But this is it, I finally give,
I can’t live this life anymore,
I’m going to walk through hell’s door,
I’m not going to cry, I’ll scream instead,
While I’m dying and then I’m finally dead.