dear,lost love

The smell of salt coating the air..
It is what is left of the tears I shed…
What a wonderful pair we made…
Now quickly slipping through the cracks of our lies
A relationship crumbling to fast to catch…
A mirrored image of perfection is what was …
Now just shattered memories….
1 love…lost but never found …..
How elated we were when we found it….
Now so unsure of us …..
Lies is what caused the heart-break ….
Covered by an invisible Vail …
Such as a new creation ….
Brought into the world of the unknown…
Just as little girls that were read bed-time
Stories of princesses and prince charming….
Hidden for the real world… a world of chaos and pain…
I now wish I never knew those stories…but only the truth…
Now because of it , I am walking to this place of death….
How strange I feel , like im not in my own skin , yet a strangers..
I come here only one that special day of the anniversary .….
To mourn my loss….
Though the grave is in an un-lively place the grass is always greener..
Only because of the tears that the ground is rained upon with….
The memory of what lies in that grave is more lovelier then a sunset …
There is where flowers are in full bloom , and everything is in its prim…
This place is where my heart resides for an eternity of pain..
You have put my heart in this place… I never thought I would see the day ….
You of all people … the one that I choose to love with my everything….
You have doomed my heart… sentenced it to death… for an everlasting eternity ..
Now I am but an empty shell… hollowed out .. Nothing…
But my heart still yearns for you …. Still beats for you … buried alive …
Like being tied to a tree…with iron chains…. No way out …
Therefore I am rooted to the ground just as the tree… stuck here because of you ….
Alone for an eternity is punishment for loving you ….