You promised you wouldn't leave, then gave a slight yawn. But before I even noticed, the next day you were gone. I'm stuck here helping the family stay strong, not realizing I needed the support all along. Since you died i've asked the family how you die, no one would give me a striaght answer, I always wondered why. I used to hate you for leaving, I used to be mad. Until I found how at your grave, now I just feel sad. As each day goes by, I move on each day. Wondering if I would find peace someday. I know it wasn't your fault, you didn't choose to die. I realized you lived your life, now it's time for me to live mine. I'm writing this for a reason, your probably wondering why. And beacause I didn't get the chance to say this then, now I just wanna say goodbye.
July 11, 2010