They Kill Me Everyday

July 9, 2010
By Anonymous

They call me fat,
And I completely agree.
It hurts me so I flee.
Flee from the agony,
That kills me slowly everyday.

I sit by the bay,
Stare into the water.
All I see,
Is an ugly, pathetic, fat bum.

I know I am dumb,
I know I am nothing,
But somehow,
I think I'm good.
Now that I see my reflection,
I know I was just bluffing.

Oh please,
Will someone help me?

I start tearing up,
I close my eyes.
Then I see myself again.
The new me.

Beautiful,
Tall,
And skinny.

This is after I starve.
I feel happy outside,
But on the inside,
I'm broken and dead.

Then I shatter.
In my head,
I die silently.



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on Aug. 5 2010 at 3:50 am
Hunnybadger GOLD, San Jose, California
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Favorite Quote:
"You're just a kid. And you haven't the faintest idea what you're talking about." -Good Will Hunting

thanks, it's totally unreal though, I don't actually feel this way about myself...:)

Felicia GOLD said...
on Aug. 3 2010 at 1:34 pm
Felicia GOLD, Chandler, Arizona
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this is amazing and hopefully some day you will feel like you are beaautifu; on the outside as welll as on th einside

Sencere BRONZE said...
on Aug. 3 2010 at 8:42 am
Sencere BRONZE, Annapolis, Maryland
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Favorite Quote:
Why am I fighting to live, when I'm just living to fight. Why am I trying to see when there ain't nothing in sight. Why am I trying to give when no one gives me a try. Why am I dying to live, when I'm just living to die.

wow 5 stars


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