Abandonment

July 3, 2010
By volleyballchick PLATINUM, Amarillo, Texas
volleyballchick PLATINUM, Amarillo, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
"You changed my world with just one smile, you took my heart with just one kiss."


Have you ever felt
like you needed to know
someone but couldn’t?
Have you ever felt
like you’ve been abandoned?
Like a piece of you
is missing
because that piece is
inside someone else?
I’ve felt this and still do.
I’ve grown up my entire life
without my real mom.
Yes I have a step mom
who I love very much
but sometimes I wonder about my real mom.
I wonder what she’s like.
What she looks like.
How she is.
If she’s nice or mean.
But I don’t know.
I’d ask my dad but I’m afraid.
I’m afraid
he would think that I don’t love my step mom.
Which I do.
She’s just like m real mom to me.
But still I’d like my questions to be answered.
But I can’t ask them.
I don’t want to hurt her feelings
or have to have him bring up
a subject he wouldn’t want to talk about.
I’ve found my adoption certificates
and found out some things about her.
But its not enough.
My curiosity grows everyday.
Sometimes I feel like crying
just because she’s not here.
I know she left me but still.
I can’t help it.
I miss her
but don’t want anyone else to know
because I don’t want to hurt them.


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