I wrote this on the last day of a two week camp. This was the night that we could stay up late and sleep in other peoples rooms. That night though, I felt horrible and sad. I decided to stay in my room and everyone outside was yelling and screaming and having fun without realizing I was even missing. You can imagine how that made me feel. So I was angry and I sat there and wallowed in self-pity and waited for lights out. And I wrote this poem 30 minutes until lights out. And thats my story. Later I realized that it meant something much deeper but I don't I'll include that.