Can't here what I'm really thinking.

When I think about it all,

Everything in this life worth living for,

Love,

I wonder if everything I was told is right.

My head hurts and the pain is there,

But the worst part is that I don't own,

Everyone.

Is this where God and heaven have lead them,

My friends,

Or should I find out life on my own?

Should I break what I'm not supposed to

Break,

Am I only meant to love one,

Just one person in my life or can I break,

Free;

Like those around me,

And make mistakes like a normal person.

Should I let go of my selfish,

Pride,

Thinking that I am right about everything?

Should I let fiery flames turn to,

Passion,

And buy into these notions of never forever love?

Should I fight with all the life in me,

And,

Opening my heart's cage let my,

Soul,

Fly free to the sky where I can finally,

See life from a different point of view?

Will I?

What will happen?

Who will I become?

I suppose the best, most brilliant, and

Genius answer ever to be given is,

I don't know.