June 8, 2010
Pain is like a needle in my skin
It seems it never goes away
Even when I want it to
The pain in my stomach is from stress
The pain in my legs is from working to much
The pain in my heart is from my love leaveing
I want it gone
I want it to stop
Why do I have to deal with so much?
I can’t believe I can handle all this
People say I am strong willed
I don’t think so
I don’t know how it is to be like a normal teen
It’s hard to be me
My mom says it’s just my chemical changes
I no she is wrong about that
I wish the pain can go away for at least one day
It hurts too much
Every day it seems to get worse
It’s like teeth nawing at my soul
The pain feels like fire in my heart and eyes
When it gets to bad I will cry for hours
What does it feel like to be normal?
How do I get rid of all this pain?
I talk to people but it don’t help
I draw pictures but that don’t help
I lissen to music
Nothing seems to help
Ive been told so many things that will help me
I have tried everything I think
Nothing I have tried has worked
Pain is eating me alive
From the inside out
Get rid of it please
Make it never come back
Problem is no one can make it go away it will always be there
My heart is brused
My stomach is torn
My soul is bleeding
My life is hell
Why do my friends keep dieing?
I have so many questions
The only thing that can answer them is fait

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Dominicangirl said...
Jul. 20, 2010 at 5:04 pm
Wow this really hit me, i know exactly how you feel. wow it feels like we're so alike, you should check out my work, seriously do. Anway, great job
white_gurl_tuff_as_hell replied...
Jul. 23, 2010 at 7:43 am
thanks alot and i will check out your work
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