I want to know why it’s so easy to fall for trouble. Apparently, everything I do comes with a consequence. I just want complication to end, once and for all. I haven’t seen anything working out for me lately. It’s interfering with my confidence, causing me to struggle. What happened to me? Why is it so hard to make decisions? I honestly just need to graduate already so I can forget all of this, like it never happened. Sometimes, I don’t know how to react. It’s as if I’m temporarily frozen in a solid state. I don’t like this. I want to be myself, just to grow up already. I wish I was old enough to help myself but I can’t. I’m too young for this. Please, I’m begging you to eliminate this feeling from my system.
June 10, 2010