Everywhere we walk there are cigarettes. Smokers and drugs and alcohal. This is starting to sicken me. I can't believe it's happening everywhere we look. This world is going crazy. But the worst thing about this is that my friends are even starting to make the wrong decisions like everyone else. Where are they going wrong? I miss being able to see them normal. This is just becoming too painful and hurtful. I think I might cry. I love my friends and they love me but I can't be with people who make the wrong decisions.