I sit here in a silence that is so loud it is overwhelming
but what am i to do, words aren't for telling
life isn't worth living
so i sit here in my loud silence screaming
god help me I'm dying
silence is the only answer I'm receiving
so i sit long enough that i finally stopped believing
hot bold tears race as my face is crying
and the pain brightly shining
in the sweet reminiscence of my deadly timing
a small ringing
and my pores begin bleeding
my blood is leaving
oh sweet death taking
bring me to a place of breaking
solemn sleeping
a place of hating
that is where life will be taking
a lone heartless life beating
sit i sit here sitting
with my only life slowly murdering