Why Am I So Silent?

When you hurt
The ones I love
I scream at you

I rant
I rave

I make you beg
To be forgiven
You just want me to go away

When you hurt
The ones I hate
I shriek at you

I howl
I cry

I make you tell them
It was all a joke
You want my to stop giving you
A headache

But when you hurt
Me, only me
I stare at you

I blink
I breathe

I walk away
Not saying anything
I do just what you want me too

Why am I so silent?

Am I not worth
The shouts I gave
When you hurt others?

Maybe, I am waiting

Waiting…

Waiting; for someone to scream for me.