Have you ever been stared at?
And having to wonder if something is wrong with you
Of course you seem to find nothing wrong
Confusion sucks
Any teenager I know would agree…I think?
I don’t want to sleep
I don’t want to dream
Without him with me
Why is this so hard to let go
My head says yes but my heart says no
…I MISS HIM…
More than my mind knows
My heart just feels it
Making me cry uncontrollably
In public or alone
No matter who is or isn’t watching
Days go by…Even seasons
Still you feel the pain in you
The piece of your heart that once was mended
Ripped out in less than a heartbeat
And it never returns after that moment
It just left you to suffer the pain of being alone on your own
……Again……
Feelings build up along with anger, fear, and sadness
You sit in your room under the one light that’s on
Resting your head against your desk
Letting the tears rush down your face
Making a puddle…A puddle of your tears
Resembling the blood rushing out of your heart
From being striped of the most important piece
Rage, anger, and failure
You realize there is nothing you can or could do
He just got up and left you
With nothing just a broken heart and hurtful memories
Rejected and forgotten
Tossed out of his life like nothing
...Forever…