what if . . . i love you

what if . . . i love you
if i cant find a heart beat that doesnt say your name,
if your always on my mind even when im alseep,
if whenever im with my friends your name always come up,
if im frozen by your eyes,
if im hiding from your smile before it blows me away,
if im confused on what this feeling is because i've never felt it before,
how will you ever find me so i can tell you the truth

. . . i love you
lily <3 xo xo xo