This feeling for you hasn’t gone away and I feel like it never will.
Your always on my mind, your always who I want to talk to,
the one I want to tell my dreams to,
the one I want to hold me and keep me safe in your arms.
You’re the one that my hearts aching for.
I only want you and no one else.
Why can’t you see that?
But no of course not. I don’t get what I want.
Instead this feeling numbs me.
I haven’t felt happiness since I last talked to you and I wont till I do again.
I love you and I have since I meet you.
I try to talk to you so I can feel happy and not this depression.
All you do is ignore me and push me away.
You might not know it but your taking pieces of my heart with you.
I don’t know how much longer I can take this.
I’m trying to repair my heart with my pain and tears.
Trying to fill in the gaps that are now gone.
But every time I do they just fall to the floor and
I have to try and pick myself up again.
I’ve told you that I liked you but I’m pretty sure you don’t know how much.
Maybe if you did then you’d like me. Possible love me.
But I can’t tell you how I feel.
If I do my world would fall apart because I already know your reaction.
You wont pick me back up and help me heal myself.
You would keep walking and laugh at me
while I bleed to death from a stab in my heart.