I see people look at me everyday
Not knowing how I feel
How I see things everyday
Do they know I wanted to commit something that a "normal" person wouldn't,Would they have gone the same why my parents have
Did they ever view life the way I do now
Would they ever worry about their mental Illness like I do now
My parents became angry
They are completely justified too
But what they told me is something that only made me feel worse about my self
Driving me to what my original thought was in the first place
My parents are always saying I embarrass them
They ask me if my life is that bad and i can never answer them honestly, but the answer is even though it's not that bad it's not great either
I've observed this world and society
and I am not pleased with any outcome I receive
and that is something i will never Forget