pondering motives

May 20, 2010
By Anonymous

The final kiss although from her felt forced
Was the last bit to bring me back out of my depression?
This is what I thought to be true
Do I miss her, or the feeling of her?
I’m so lost and confused
Neither she nor I now know what to do
But her choices dig deep
And this ordeal is too much
So many things gone wrong
So much that could’ve been changed
This isn’t right and it isn’t fair
How could she do this to me?
Why with him…..

The author's comments:
there was a lot going on. this was about a week after the first time and we had some "things" going on behind his back, and i found it fine because it ment i still got affection from her that i craved, but she just decided to stop it so i kinda fell apart again.

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