What’s worse than not having you,
is seeing you with him,
watching him laugh with you,
and taking it all in,
I’ve finally realized,
that I’ve lost you for good,
yea, it hurts deep inside,
as well it should,
because you betray my trust,
and walked all over me,
so I just lay here crushed,
dwelling on what i dont wanna believe,
but I’ll get stronger,
and get back on my feet
as for you the guilt trips get longer,
still don’t know how you could cheat
i wanted you back,
but now i’ve moved on,
i see it was an act,
and now i’ll prove you wrong,
so i’ll keep it up,
just asking god how,
but you know what?
look at me now:)