so many things that i hide
way deep down inside
they are things i want to say
but i just push them away
i wish you could see
that it's tourture to be me
i want you to know how i feel
but its my life & i need to take the wheel
you have always been there
but i have to ask, do you really care
you say you really do
but i dont think thats true
i wish you could read my mind
so i dont have to leave my thoughts behind
i hope you know i dont mean to say the things i do
you know i never really mean to hurt you
so please just try to understand
i want to take matters into my own hands
so please say you wont go away
and that you'll love me another day