I cried every night when we broke up,
I would get butterflies when I heard his name,
I'd get this weird feeling everytime he just slightly touched me,
When he said my name, I'd get nervous and excited,
Theres so many things that remind me of him; I can never look at something without even thinking of him,
Theres always songs that make me ache for him,
When I close my eyes, he's the first thing I dream of,
But my heart sinks when he ignores me,
I feel sick when he flirts with another girl,
I wanna die when I here he's moved on.
And I want him so badly that I can't look at another guy the same way.
Now I'm just numb, because I know he doesnt feel for me the way I live for him.
And if thats not love, then I dont know what it is.