No matter what I do
The feeling is always there
Its crushing me from the inside
It makes me very scared
I cant shake this feeling
Cant lose it around the bend
Smothers me in its icy grip
But it calls me its friend
Because I feed it all my thoughts
Grips me stronger, till I choke
Medicine takes the sting off a bit
But after a while, meds are a joke
They can only do so much
Before they leave me in the dark
This evil lurks in every shadow
Its bite much worse than its bite
But I still fight through all the pain
It wont kill me afterall
But then again landing is kinda hard
After a thousand foot fall