One Way Street

Now comes the change,
The time I've feared since the day I began.
Fear that I can not.
Fear that I WILL not.
He is reassuring and determined,
But my faith does not soar as his does.
I know I can do this.
But the question is,
Do I want to?
Changing my ways,
Will forever change my future.
Change for the better.
Am I ready to give up these comforting things that I've turned to for so long?
Regrets and mistakes,
Are all I remember of my past.
Disappointment and resentment,
Came from all whom I knew.
I know I do not please them,
Nor do I please myself.
But only time will tell,
What happens next.