April 30, 2010
I trust people too easily.

I’m so eager to feel loved I rush into a relationship.

its my fault no one likes me.

I shouldn’t give my heart out so much

or let people steal it.

I shouldn’t wear it on my sleeve

for the whole world to see.

I need to tape the now broken pieces

together and lock it up inside me.
Maybe I should hide the key

at the bottom of the sea.
No one would look there.
Then maybe I wouldn’t end up broken again.

I wouldn’t end up crying my self to sleep

or thinking of you every minute of every day.

then I could forget about being loved.
But most of all.
I want to

forget about you.
I want to

forget all the pain you’ve caused me.
All the tears I wasted.
All the moments,


and sweet embraces

that I can never get back.
All I want

is to be mended.
To move on.
To forget about you.
To learn what happiness is again.
And to be able to find someone

who will truly care.

I will find him someday.
But maybe I’m still in love with you

and cant move on.
I’m trying to lie to myself

about my feelings for you

because I don’t want to get hurt anymore.
Or maybe I never loved you

but was blinded to see that.

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Dominicangirl said...
May 26, 2010 at 7:51 pm
You read my mind. keep it up!  :)
RoseC. said...
May 20, 2010 at 2:49 pm
fantastic imagery, but never forget how much you are worth. you are your self and theres nothing wrong with that. take it from someone who knows exactly what you mean. take care of your self <3
Jaycie said...
May 20, 2010 at 1:42 pm
its  kinda crazy to know that some one feels the exact samw way i do.. Really good tho!
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