I Don't Want to Die

April 14, 2010
By Birklei GOLD, Raytown, Missouri
Birklei GOLD, Raytown, Missouri
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Feel like dying but i keep on trying
trying to hold on
to never let go
Sitting in class with empty eyes going through the motions
Hopeing tomorrow will be better
Tomorrow I'll care
it never gets better and i never seem to care
im ready to let go
All the happiness is soaked up
all the love is taken
all the joy is used
and there's none left for me
Oh, Well i guess it wasnt ment to be
Some people just dont deserve happiness
I wish that wasn't me
I wish i had a friend that would always be there
I hope things get better
I hope everything all turns out
I expect things to get worse
I expect it to all fall apart
I want to let go
I want to be free from life
I want to disappear
but
I dont want to die
I dont want it to end like this
but I guess this is it
I just wanted so much more


The author's comments:
Im had suicidal thoughts and i wrote this because i realized that i didn't want to die but i didnt know how to cope or how to ask for help. I wrote this in math class i was just sitting there staring of into the darkness of my mind.

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