the first time i saw ma dear boy,
i was filled with joy.
tears jus welled up ma eyes,
and i stood there in complete disguise.
after a long time of our relation,
i alone know know how there raised tesnsion.
i did bitterly cry,
but he din't bother to give it a try.
i had found ma love.
the one i wanted to be with forever,
but where ever we are,we'll always stay together.
i din't want to regret for whom i had chosen,
cuz that would end up with ma heart broken.
it is told that real love is forever,but i don;t think i'll know it ever.
i was completely shattered,
with ma dreams broken and tattered.
but i dearly loved him!
deep inside ,i thought i was strog,
but no,as usual i was wrong.
wen he left,
with him he took a piece of heart
now,that from ma side will always be part.
i dont thik that this hurt would ever heal....
now as i look back,i got to know something in which i lack.
i finally discovered ma inner strenght.
from now on,i will carry myself through all the pain n hurt!
i had it in me all this time.
i jus couldn't find it.
the only thing i want to tell,
'thank you,dear boy'