All too close,
Inches away.
I can hear you pulse,
I can feel my body slowly sway.
Light-headed, dizzy
So lost in my mind.
My thoughts are sizzling.
Slowly goes by, the time.
Your cool breath in my ear
Sitting quietly behind me.
There’s a stiffening fear
Of something surrounding me.
A feeling I hold to my chest,
Almost feels like its wrong
To hold this in.
Torture,
To have you behind me,
So close, but untouched.
This time becoming
So clearly rough,
But,
You lean forward slowly,
Whisper something lightly,
I can’t catch exactly
What it is you’re expressing.
All too close,
Centimeters away,
I can hear your loud pulse,
I can feel my body slowly sway
Light-headed, dizzy.
Your cool breath in my ear,
Loving this feeling,
Loving this fear.