I keep looking for comfort from you
I sit and wonder if your love is true
You see me crying
Inside you have to know I'm dying Don't you see these tears
Don't you see the hurt from so many years
The little girl was hurt so bad
Shes a few years older but still so sad
No one to listen or even talk to
Recall memories that hurt me through and through
The things you ask of me
It triggers a memory
Memories I'd rather forget
Memories embedded in my head, completly set
The hurt, the pain and anger wont go away
Wonder who'loves' me and will turn their back today
I can't explain how I feel inside
Feelings of abandonment rush in like the tide
Ghosts haunt me no matter where I go
I do love you still, that you should know
I wish you could understand
I would be there to hold your hand
I would take all your pain
So in the end you'd have a life to gain
But for me, darkness is all I see
I hope some day you will be there to hold my hand
Untill that day all I feel is punishment
Along with the never ending feeling of abandonment