hate for once that word has a good meaning
i hate you it was never love
just lust intertwined with rage
a cant take this pain.
it was real for me as with you
everythings a game
you build the characters up
just to tear them down just like a chess game
im a pawn waiting for your next move
stuck until you decide what to do
with me i no longer wish to move
but only to be free of this game
knock me out push me over
please anything is better than sitting here
waiting for you to make your attack
but here i sit just a useless pawn in your game

checkmate i lose