Feeling Alone

Alone. just sitting there feeling useless. why cant anybody hear me scream. but i dont know exactly what it is. i try and try to find that one piece, but it just gets harder each time. i wanna go out in the world to fide me, but then come crawling back to my "little shell". trying to open up is hard. feeling lonely is even harder. i want everone to see me do what i love, but i cant do that when i feel all alone.