I Don't Understand

This is hard but God knows why
Death is so near me my life is passing by
I haven't lived very long
Mommy why do I look different?
What has God chosen me?
I don't understand it

Mommy why am I here?
What are these tubes coming out of me?
Again I am shaking uncontrollably
The peopleare running to help me stop
Doing this scary and horrifying thing
Mommy and Daddy are calling my name as I fall asleep

I can hear people but I'm sleeping
Mommy I don't understand this is so confusing
i think my heart is slowing it's beating
But I'm not scared anymore
Please tell me why have I suffered these harsh things
Till I stop, stop, stop breathing

I can see you now mommy and daddy
Please don't be sad
Even if I've not alive
I'm still in your heart, Forever