I Just Can’t Say It

How scared I really am to talk to you.
That I should admit when I’m wrong.
That I’m really trying to hide something.
How happy I am to see you.
How badly I want to admit that I love you.
That I’m angry beyond belief with you.
That I wished you’d stop what you’re doing.
How nervous I get to ask a simple question.
That I want to know so much more about you.
How much I want you to respect me.
That I wished you would help me.
How frightened I get when I don’t know what’s wrong.
How worried I am to screw anything up.
That I see you more beautiful than anyone alive.
That I’m so broken hearted that you’d betray me.
That you aren’t the person I thought you were.
How I can’t believe you’d choose him.
How I’m on the brink of running.
That I wished you’d disappear.
How badly I want to cry.
How much I want to tell you.