I Hate

March 19, 2010
By , Denver, CO
I hate her.
For this I am ever apologetic.
It’s not something I planned for.
Nothing I wanted.
Never the less, I hate her.
I hate the way she makes you smile.
When I cant.
I hate how she can be there.
When I am far away.
I hate asking the question what are you up to?
And the answer, talking to her.
I hate the way it doesn’t matter.
I hate the way you don’t notice that it hurts.
When you say her name with that look.
I hate the way I cry myself to sleep.
Because I know she’s with you.
More than anything though.
I hate the way I love you.
Because I know that you love her.
I hate that I will never measure up.
Her bar is to high.
I hate knowing she is better.
Than I will ever be.
But I don’t really hate her.
And I hate that.

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shy-writer said...
Oct. 13, 2010 at 3:32 pm
I love it! I can totally relate! You're an awesome writer! :)
Elle10 said...
Apr. 8, 2010 at 11:00 pm
this is really interesting.
Shadow F. said...
Apr. 5, 2010 at 8:58 pm
That was really beautiful.
DinosoarJen This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. replied...
Apr. 6, 2010 at 4:01 pm
This was really amazing. I wanted to tell you that, but also I wanted to say that whoever you are, you are good enough. If this someone isnt seeing that then it just isnt meant to be. Not worth your tears. I know how it feels. Just be strong and keep writing. :]
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