Outside

March 17, 2010
By Hush1 GOLD, Immokalee, Florida
Hush1 GOLD, Immokalee, Florida
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Favorite Quote:
"Music is life, Music is soul and that is a fact. Music helps you cope with all kinds of mixed emotions."


I am outside
looking in the world that i used to live in.
With my wide eyes
staring at my friends
that used to be mine.
My mouth is dry
with words i can not verbalize.
I was mad at the world
I was like fire
destroyed everything in my path.
Now that I look back at my mistakes
those angry words i regret
those evil words replaced
with innocent words.
Those three words
I am itching to say
I am sorry.
but i am still an outsider
an outcast
an unloved person.
I look at my life that i messed up
big time.
I have built a forcefield
againest the world
againest life and love
againest friendship.
It was so tightly bonded
that i cant break through.
No matter what I try
i am locked out of the world.
I am outside
looking in the world i used to live in.
I am Outside.....

The author's comments:
When my grandmother died i changed dramaticlly. I was a colorful person always smiling but then she died. My rosy cheeks went pale. I no longer smiled or laughed. My whole style changed from a person who loved pink to a person who hated it. I didnt wear eyeliner and now i do. I was angry at the world for taking my grandmother away from me. the only person that actually loved me. and i turned my friends away from me. telling and cussing them out. i felt so angry. like hatred lived inside of me. like a dreadful monster was unleashed inside of me. But when i started to write all my emotions fell into it. so i warn u alot of my poems and short stories r really emotional.

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on May. 28 2010 at 2:42 pm
DevJade513 BRONZE, Antioch, California
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Favorite Quote:
Friends are angels given to us by God.

gosh with ever poem i read of yours im more and more jealous haha. your a wonderful writter

Hush1 GOLD said...
on Apr. 26 2010 at 3:04 pm
Hush1 GOLD, Immokalee, Florida
17 articles 0 photos 5 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Music is life, Music is soul and that is a fact. Music helps you cope with all kinds of mixed emotions."

Wow!mr.boddison dont ever do that in public! haha just kidding!thanks and you helped me improve my writing this year so u are the one to thank!

Mr. Boddison said...
on Apr. 24 2010 at 7:59 pm
Great poem.  Or should I say yo yo yo that poem was off the chain. 


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