Pages and pages of poems
Shredded into tiny peices
Stuffed in the bottom of my basket

Memmories flooding my bathtub
Drops slide down me
Againt the walls
Waiting
Wondering

If you think about me
As much
As I think about you

I lay awake every night
Tossing
Turning
Just remenisking
The feelings still there

Just seeing
Yur face
Brings me to tears

I'm barely breathing
Smoke floats high
Above to the ceiling

I keep screaming
Blue lights blinking
I can't do anything
Paralysied

So much for loving
Heart aching
Just keep dreaming

Hoping someday maybe
Youll read this
Understand how much
I loved you