It seems impossible to sleep now I just cant close my eyes If I do I feel like I'm not going to wake up to see the sun rise the birds chirping in the winter cold. The moring songs that awakes my soul. All the background music that feels like your touching the light feeling it but not there, not yet.
I keep straining to keep myself alive each day, the moment I close my eyes I feel the darkness surrounding me, the silence that trembles upon my soul, what is this life that pulls me far away? I see that there is hope but I do no have faith to make me believe that I am strong to survive this journey. I say that there is no god, no goddesses, or Phoenixs, or Hell. IT'S all make-believe that it's not real. It's not there. Not Yet...