Seeking Nothing

Forever searching
within this White forest
trying to find
what my body is missing
as i ran aimlessly
through the trees
that never moved
through these dead flowers
that will never bloom
faster and faster
i ran
darkness and loneliness
awaits for me to tire
i fell
giving up
silence crawled in me

What if i was nothing?
searching for nothing?

i fell in black sleep
trying to breathe without lungs
trying to love without a heart
my mind is forever seeking something my eyes cannot see