The Hardest Fall

March 4, 2010
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I knew since that text, on the very first day,
Things were going to go my way.

I didn’t want you, I wanted a friend,
That didn’t happen, the rules would bend.

Because of you, friends were lost,
But that was not, the only cost.

I lost two halves, of my once whole heart,
Now that things, have fallen apart.

I’ve lost confidence, and self esteem,
I’m no longer on, the winning team.

I’ve lost the happy, feeling inside,
I’ve become numb, from the tears I’ve cried.

My anger inside, burns like a fire,
the flames no longer, burn with desire.

I’m mad at myself, for letting this go,
But it wasn’t real, it was all just a show.

Nothing was real, it was just a trick,
When I think about us now, it makes me sick.

Not because you lied, but because I fell for it all,
That has been the hardest fall.

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DaylightDarkness said...
May 16, 2010 at 9:28 pm
I can't begin to imagine the emotions that went into this. I don't know whether to say I'm sorry, or congragulate you for a truely stunning poem.
reillysmiley22 replied...
Jun. 22, 2010 at 1:20 pm

I'll take the congratulations, because, even though, the time I took writing this was an emotional and painful, sorry is not needed, as i have overcome that obsticle in my life and the subject of that poem has become a close friend becasue of the madness.

thank you:)

DaylightDarkness replied...
Jun. 23, 2010 at 2:45 pm
well, good! lol, congrats.
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