I knew since that text, on the very first day,
Things were going to go my way.

I didn’t want you, I wanted a friend,
That didn’t happen, the rules would bend.

Because of you, friends were lost,
But that was not, the only cost.

I lost two halves, of my once whole heart,
Now that things, have fallen apart.

I’ve lost confidence, and self esteem,
I’m no longer on, the winning team.

I’ve lost the happy, feeling inside,
I’ve become numb, from the tears I’ve cried.

My anger inside, burns like a fire,
the flames no longer, burn with desire.

I’m mad at myself, for letting this go,
But it wasn’t real, it was all just a show.

Nothing was real, it was just a trick,
When I think about us now, it makes me sick.

Not because you lied, but because I fell for it all,
That has been the hardest fall.