you used to push away my mind
killing myself, can't bind
giving it feeling of dying
coldness of death
i could'nt leave, but you left.
it'll be easy for you, won't it?
just pretend i wasn't alive
i don't need you anymore
you don't need me anymore
just pretend i wasn't alive
it's easy if i left, won't it?
just pretend i wasn't alive
can't wait to abandon me
just leave, it'll be easy
stay alone in my darkened room
lights hiding, dark falls to a loom
your screams and mine collide
you disappear, but that'll never be.
it's best for you, won't it?
just pretend i wasn't alive
i don't need you anymore
nomore of your crap, don't want it
just pretend i wasn't alive
you didn't care you never did
even if i was dead or alive
a blissful sense of relief
you're gone again, it would be
just pretend i wasn't alive.